We did this thing in uni a couple days ago called free-writing. Basically, we were told to just let the pen keep running over the paper and not stop until the time was up. I did pretty shit, because I've spent so long writing to write essays that I've sorta forgotten how to write like a normal human being in any kind of academic environment. So yeah - I'm doing my best to give it a go. I'm most definitely probably going to go back and fix my mistakes when I'm done, which is technically not allowed, but, eh - whatever. So, uni's pretty good. Got most of my assignments handed in, all that were due at least. I was supposed to get an essay result back Monday, which was moved to today, which I discovered was moved to next Monday, so I'm pretty pissed. I'm a little nervous because apparently a lot of people failed it. Really hoping I haven't because I want to maintain my distinctions across the board. I'm really proud of myself this year; it is kinda ironic how this year's all self-guided study and the fact that if I really didn't want to do it there'd be nothing stopping me makes me want to do it. Last year, we had to do study and I just felt so disinclined to do so. Pretty weird.
I'm a little annoyed right now. I'm trying to figure out how the hell I'm supposed to get PayPal to work, because I'm trying to lin my bank account and the site is being a jerk to me. Oh well, I'll get there in the end. I had to get PayPal because - and I'm really excited about this - I managed to sell a couple of my old essays online! It was through a company who buys them and publishes them as guides or references, not an essay-trafficking/generating/homework-doing site or anything. That's hell illegal and I don't want anything to do with that. I'm basically going through all my old Aussie stuff, because the site is American, and I'm re-editing some of the essays on these subjects because they're always on the lookout for new titles to stock essays with. Yay! So I'll hopefully be a little richer than broke in about 5-10 weeks, provided PayPal stops being a dick to me.
I've been doing pretty well with the whole anxiety and depression thing until recently. My supposed friend is being a total bitch - and I can't believe I had to say that now that I'm an adult and everything. So I've been having a few panic attacks over her and I'm trying to work up the courage and give-a-fuck to tell her to get the hell out of my life. She's been my friend for seven years now, but I don't need that kind of bullshit anymore. I'm just terrified she and her mum are going to break into my house and slash my car tyres or something. Apparently her mum's threatened violence against me if she sees me in public (totally unfair, because I wasn't the one at fault). She has a really warped recounting of events, and always paints herself as the victim even if she's the one to blame. Unfortunately I'm on the other end of it this time. I'm really quite sick of her, so that's done, I think.
Going through a major Harry Potter kick right now! I've been running out of winter clothing (seeing as it's heading into that kinda weather in Perth), and I keep seeing these way cool Ravenclaw Quidditch jumpers that look so pretty and snuggly and I just want one. So, providing PayPal goes through and the site actually gives my my money, I'll be able to pay for stuff like that.
Does anyone think it is weird that I have a metaphorical hard-on for Kylo Ren right now? Like, I don't know what it is, but Adam Driver plays him so sexy. Ugh. He's such a fucked-up guy. I have such problems. Hoping there's some kind of development between him and Rey, because I find Finn a little irritating. It won't happen, but I just hope he doesn't end up dead like Darth Vader - that's too much parallelling with the original trilogy, guys. Redeem him. Plez. I need it.
Okay, this was an interesting experience. I'm pretty sure I only took ten minutes to write all that out. I'm going to go edit it and then publish it. Thanks for reading this!
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